I'll always be happy :D

I feel down. But I can not. I can not and I don't want to.
1st Because it hurts me and I had open wounds that I was sure to be healed.
Then why let those who care about me down too? And I just can not stand seeing them like that. So I promised myself that I will raise my head, stop living in the past and live in the moment, enjoy all the blessings I have been applied.
So I appreciate all the support, and any vote of confidence they place in me ... I promise to not disappoint you sweeties.
The happyness I've been looking for is right in my face, right in front of me. I'm just so stupid...
I must be happy... I want to be happy...I need to be happy... I am fuc**** happy!! :'D *.*
I WILL ALWAYS BE HAPPY promise!

Now, I'll just close my eyes and sleep on velvet wings, and wish for a perfect dream of you...

Goodnight lovers @